19 with Big Dreams and Clueless Realities

       This past week I registered for my Spring semester of classes. With all the credit I have taken, I will graduate in 3 more semesters. THREE!!!! I always said I wanted to graduate in 3 to 3 1/2 years but I never imagined how quickly they would roll by. Now I am on my hunt for a GREAT school in a BIG CITY to continue on for my Master's Degree. But all at the same time I have that nagging thought of Is Speech and Language Pathology even for me!?
      Don't you see?! I have these big dreams of finishing school, moving out of the house, and becoming successful. I think KNOW they are possible but are they real? In a year and a half my niece, my love, my precious Bean, my oxygen, my everything, my little bundle that changed my life will ONLY be 2 1/2 years old. Will I be ready to leave her? Is California/New York going to be ALL I've dreamt it to be? Are these the things holding me back...or are they the motivation pushing me on?


       On top of that thought I have my forever, nagging parents, that for some crazy, neurotic reason think I must get married...NOW!! Don't get me wrong...I have my "fairytale wedding" all planned out, I WANT to get married. However I would prefer to do it on my OWN time, with my OWN man!


       Well now that I got that off my chest...there has been some good to life too!
This past weekend I became a Licensed Zumba Instructor. The 9 hour training was NOT what I expected. It was SO much MORE fun! The training was an INCREDIBLE experience...I met so many ladies, loved my instructor, and learned so much. I am excited to start this new adventured. But once again more decisions on where to teach, when to teach, and how often I have time to teach! There is a party coming..I just haven't exactly been invited!


"No one else can ever make your choices for you. Your choices are yours alone. They are as much a part of you as every breath you will take, every moment of your life.” - Dr. Chad H.
I guess I better start making some choices!


Choose Wisely...


Dream Big
-xoxo-